25 Random things

1. I can't sleep in class anymore. Don't know why, either. :(
2. I am absent minded when I wake up.
3. I don't have a bolster to sleep with. Not that I mind it very much.
4. Very noisy/loud places aren't my thing.
5. Meeting deadlines are my thing.
6. I'm good with arranging.
7. I miss watching chinese drama!!!!
8. Sometimes it scares me that I adapt well.
9. I tend to worry too much on "insert current happenings".
10. I still play children's games. =P
11. When I'm stressed I'll sing loudly.
12. I heart guys with British accents.
13. Sometimes I can't hear people calling my name.
14. I don't go clubbing.
15. I love shopping.

16. I tease people, a lot.
17. I'm hard working person.

18. I like traveling abroad alone. Would love to do it again and again.
19. My closet's full of stuff. It'll have an overload soon.
20. I have a habit of sleep until 12p.m.
21. I tend to procrastinate, not having enough initiative if I don't like that certain work.
22. I love cat, especially Garry in this college.

23. I don't log in to Friendster anymore. Read: lousy connection.
24. I still like to whack certain friends.
25. I have scoliosis.

明天就是新的一年了~时间过得很快呀!
曾经没有想当护士，一点也对这分工做没兴趣，
突然间会跑来这个学院念书！真是不可思意啊~
第一个月来到这儿时，
什么都没看过，什么都没听过
所以要加倍努力读这一科！
第二个月，
去到医院里的时候，
曾经给人家骂，喊，咒，什么都有，
但是，我才学会了独立，学会了坚强，学会了接受，也学会了怎么面对这世界
 那里教了我成为勇敢的人！
第三个月，
房间里出了问题，
朋友之间无沟通，无信任，无合作，就会出现问题，
每个人都有自己的性格，想法，还有脾气，
接受对方，不该计较
所以学会了分享。
第四个月，
感觉到后悔
想要放弃，想要停学，想要自由
这里有太多挑战，有太多太多不明白的东西
 总觉得自己不属于这里。。。
第五个月，
上课，assignment ，考试，OSCE ，还有朋友们给的压力
 真的令我变得更坚强，更加努力
还有家人给的鼓励，所以继续留在这里
相信自己不是一个失败者！
过了半年，
也就是现在。。。
不会让自己难过
不会让朋友们伤害
不会让爸爸失望
不会让大哥担心
不会让身边的人不开心
 从今以后我的目标只有一个
无论发生什么事都不会那么容易退缩
 但是，我还是一样的我
虽然外表很坚强， 但内心是很懦弱
这就是我，永远不会改变。。。
太多痛苦了，完美的事只有在梦里
我只有一个小小的愿望
就是梦里的事都可以变真！

没时间

突然很想 不去上课

发一发呆 偷一点懒

但是又要 问我自己

是不是要 努力一点

梦想总是 绕一个圈

却还是要 回到原点

是不是我 还需要再努力一点

我真的没时间 吃一顿早餐

我没时间 去锻炼锻炼

我没时间  逛一逛商店

我没时间 真的没有时间

我没时间 谈一谈恋爱

我没时间  常回家看看

我没时间 我有很多烦

为什么总是 没有时间

我越来越 怀念从前

无忧无虑 美好童年

但是又要 问我自己

是不是要 坚强一点

梦想总是 绕一个圈

却还是要 回到原点

是不是我 还需要再坚强一点

我真的没时间 泡杯水

我没时间 要休息

我没时间 要逛街

我没时间  真的没有时间

我没时间 打电话或sms

我没时间 见朋友

我没时间 我有的是压力

为什么总是 没有时间

我只剩下 空空的口袋

我只好在 原地发呆

这个世界 变化的 太快

我要怎么 画出未来

我只剩下 空空的口袋

我只好在 原地发呆

这个世界 变化的太快

我想我不明白

我也想要放松自己

但我该怎么办？？

Just for u

Hmm.. today is 27th of December 2010 and few days to go we will celebrating new year 2011
Time goes so fast...
I miss the time in secondary school~
I miss the day when I first met u~
I miss the time when I know u~
I miss the time when I fall in love with u~
I miss the time when I ......................
Now I feel regret that I did not appreciated the time when I have chance to be with u last time
Now I rarely can see u & in this year I just met u for only 7 days!!! ARRRR~
I miss u so much!!!
Now I can not do anything... T____T
Dear...I'm sorry because I never celebrate with u any celebration
your birthday, valentime, Cny, my birthday, our graduation day & NEW YEAR!
Feel very regret now... I wish that in next year & coming next years,
we will have a lot of sweet memories together.... ^^

A little thing called love

Love season is so beautiful
Right here waiting
Whenever u go
Whenever u stay
I will be right here
waiting for u
until the end of the works
It's because of u that come to me
to stay in my heart every night & day
the world has path away
the world has stairs
has LOVE & HEART
that lead us to meet each other
in this world
has two of us
that make for each other

Merry x'mas

we wish u a merry x'mas
we wish u a merry x'mas
we wish u a merry x'mas
& the happy new year~
Good tiding we bring wherever u r
Good tiding for x'mas & the happy new year!
we wish u a merry x'mas
we wish u a merry x'mas
we wish u a merry x'mas
& the happy new year~

Blameless

What a horrible day! That old lady blame me! She out of her mind!
I'm doing nothing wrong today but she scold and shout at me like I make a big2 mistake like that!
I waiting at there for so long and they are the 1 who delay to do it and why is scolding trow to me!
Isn't it very unfair??!!
You don't think that I am just a student so you can simply blame me and scold me, 1 day I will be  more powerful than you and that time you see what will happen! Let God punish you because of your bad mouth!!!

and for the other person, you know who you are and you just see I scolded by her and without saying anything!!
I don't want to blame you but please don't make other students suffer like what you had done to me this morning
I hate this feeling and I try to control my emotion but I can't do it!!!
I lost my concentration while doing other things just because of your scolding!!!

stress larrrrr~

two more weeks then we need start go back to study ady!
bt nw any procedure oso like din't do yet~
so terrible! we just posting for 1 month bt need achieved so many procedure that rarely gt in the ward!
how can we done all that in short period la! some more we need to fight with own group and other group girl to gt the procedure! so bad larrr~ she very bad! this is the second time she "rampas" my procedure! I in that team suppose I do la that procedure, how can she go "booked" it!!!! so bad arrrrrr~
nw I can't do anythg!!!! I m so stupid!!!!!!
Not ony that, now last minute just give us the assignment and we need to do a lot of assignment that I duno whether can finish in this short period or not!!!
eeeeeee~ I m so tired la~~~

CON night

10th of December
Finally after stress up for the performance that we need to perform end! I feel so happy that every1 enjoy our performance!

On that night, I gt the book award for the first place in semester 1.^^








This is the carolling group that I join...

It was fun & enjoy experience...
I went for the first time to ward by ward to sing the cristhmas songs...

I love this photo so much!(my frends & me)

there is rainbow after raining

I duno y I feel upset recently bt today I thk I am very lucky bcos I gt no.2 and 3.5 for semester2... ^^

I never expected that I'll gt such position in my class bcos I know that I din't work so hard for this sem!

May be is my luck~ GOD bless me...

I not confident at all during exam and I gt low mark if compare to other frends, bt y I stil can gt no.2?? Not ony abt that, today is my lucky day la, CI oso willing to sign my logbook... I rely feel very happy lo...

Depress+upset

Recently feel very depress bcos no procedure I achieve yet...Just left 4 more weeks ony!!!
Help me ar... Y the ward that I posted no procedure to do like other ward de...so sui arrr~
T_____T I so tension now, if I din't achieve procedure that targeted, I can't enter sem3 la!!!
Oh Lord, please help me....
Wat should I do??? My head thking alot of thgs now and make me feel very depress and stress!!
I can't control my feeling like last time ady! I rely can bcome insane now!!

sleeping sickness

OMG! I duno wat happening to me recently..

I can't sleep well (insomnia) and my head keep thking sth...

1 day I just can sleep for 3-4 hours ony! AArrrrrrr~

help me ar! I wan to drink cough mixt so that I can sleep later!!

my chubby bf

I hv been wit my bf almost 5months...emmm...may be more than 5months....  His name is Fai and nickname are uncle fai, aboii, tailo fai, fei zai,and etc...He not so tall and nt so short. He is double size than me. Very funny and cool guy! Everyone like to b friends wit him bcos he very friendly(he will say hello to every1 eventho he duno that person!).. He has many hobby and he like to sing for me...

I know him since Form2. I stil remember how I gt to know him... He is a shy and cool guy,he less talk to me or sms me, so I the one who always go find him to talk at the school gate while he was waiting for car, so that I gt to know him beter.
We know each other beter by sms-ing... After PMR, I asked him to be my bf bcos he always help me and caring abt me, that time I just play2 and not serious in our relationship and I also dun feel any love toward him... After few month, I gv him excuse to breakup wit him bcos there was other guy who more care abt me... I never thk abt his feeling and just break off wit him like that... After SPM, our relationship continue again... This time I just want somebody to stay bside me so that I hv someone to help me when I in the trouble! I'm very selfish person! We hv been together for abt half year and finally we breakup bcos I fall in love wit another guy(Jimmy)! OMG!!! I'm so damp!!! I am so stupid bcos leave someone who very caring abt me and b wit another guy! I'm sure he feel very angry to me that time... T__T I'm sorry~ but this word no use  bcos he won't forgive me anymore! T______T

My love story very complicated arrr~
Jimmy very care abt me in our early relationship bt he change after a few months we hv been together...
He bcome less care abt me and always ignore me and I feel not safe wit him, I duno why I gt this feeling bt I miss my ex-bf! I always avoid Jimmy when he try to kiss me bcos I'm nt willing to gv my first kiss to a person that I din't trust and LOVE! He relize that and he know I always miss my ex-bf eventho I wit him now...
We breakup a few times in these few months bcos of small arguement... After the 5th time breakup wit him, I try not to go bec wit him bcos I can't trust him anymore!
In this few months, I try to cantact bec wit Fai, my 1st bf ... BUT he look like dun wan to talk wit me anymore... I feel very sad!!!! T__T bt I never give up, I stil sms and call him eventho he dun wan layan me~
I miss him very much and I relize that I can't 4gt him and he is the one that I love very much!
1 day I called him in the middle of night to ask him be my bf again! This time I very serious~ I feel very happy that he agree...^^ This is our 3rd time hv been together after so much problems that I created! I hope this time our will last longer, I dun wan to has any problem wit him anymore! I love him very much! Now I feel very HAPPY to has him besides me...^_^ I won't complaint anythg abt him anymore bcos
I LOVE THE WAY U ARE!

New dress

Today I bought a new dress... actually I dun like to wear this type of dress bcos  too sexy bt the dress very beutiful that's y I bought it! It's  very cheap too... ^^ 

Dream

I dream abt u again tonight. I wake up in the middle of the night bcos I gt a bad dream. I wish that dream just a dream... I hope that our relationship will last forever... I know before this I always hurt u but please trust me for this time. My feeling is true, I rely love u, ony u in my heart... In my dream, u try to reverse wat had I done to u before this, I rely just hope u won't do that in reality... I trust u, I trust that u love me...

I miss you so much

I ady few days din't chat or see u.
I'm sure now u very busy with ur revision,
that's y I dun want to disturb u...
I very miss u til I dream abt u these few days...
I feel happy when I see u in my dream,
but I ony can see u and can't hug u in my dream...
I feel very sad~ T__T

Posting time

I love posting very much... When posting I no need to study, I just use my physical skill to learn...
Now doing night shift at the old ward... I like to do night shift because night shift very quiet and all patients are sleeping... Eventhought feel very tired working night shift but same with working at a.m shift and p.m shift.

Daily life routine

Everyday doing the same thing...

I'm feel boring with my life...

I don't want everyday study,

I want to do something very interesting...